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The first time I realize I need you both, I know I’ll never stop looking
Every life we share
I never feel complete,
Until I find you

The lives where I find you both early on are some of the best.
They’re so much better than the lives where I only believe I’ve found you.
Once I thought I found one of you, and really, it was the other
I’m sorry I get you mixed up
In my defense, you never look the same

Sometimes I don’t realize we’ve never met, until it’s too late
And I just hope you found the other, and are happy together
(I promise myself I’ll find you next time. I will.
I have to.)

I hope our time together wasn’t ruined
(we were so happy, at least I think we were,)
when I never stopped searching for more

But those lives are better than the lives where we never meet.
I’d rather be an enemy in your eyes
Than nothing at all

Because what if you don’t remember me?
What if you don’t remember us?
Or what if you’re perfectly fine all alone?

One day, I’ll learn how to accept that it cannot always be perfect.
But even those lives where we make a million mistakes
I’d rather make them together, than bear the thought of making them alone

I suppose that’s the point,
of this little chase we lead each other on,
from one lifetime to the next,
through however many it takes,
I’ll always do whatever it takes
to make sure
I find both of you again.