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Shadow things to talk about
-Guilt about not going back and dying alongside her dad
-Everything about the start of the war. With how her best wasn't good enough and stuff.
-Listening to what Kimi said about her brain being usless and she should just do as she's told.
-People being afraid of her.
-Her ribs getting broken and using discount mad-enhancement while thinking of dad telling her to survive.
-How everything with them trying to save the world and her dad's master's plan didn't mean anything because the whole world got destroyed anyway.
-How much trouble she has think doing non-fighty things.

Dumb notes
Futayo purposely doesn't think things through because then she doesn't have to think about the feelings.
She can't handle feelings.
It literally takes her 7 books to realise that strange feeling she gets when she thinks about dad is because she's sad and missing him.
- When she is forced to think about feeling in cannon she runs away, and decides no one wants someone useless like her around. (Her character development had a sad start full of suffering)

cw suicide things
Not afraid of death - Her response to nearly dying at one point is 'Oh I'll see father again.' Without trying to save herself till she remembers 'oh he'll be upset if I die after all the time he spent training me'
Bad timeline Futayo probably died via fighting someone she knew she couldn't beat to by time.