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What life means....it has no meaning
It is senseless and at the same time very profound
Sometimes it keeps you up with the clouds and
sometimes you are down in the ground in a grave
Life throws problems on you on purpose to make
you lose your sense of living.
The sense of being a human loses your mind
Empty space gathering inside where once your soul dwelled
The life is being driven out of your body like the seconds
of the day you wait for until one day your seconds are up
and you are out of this world
The time drives your mind, your mind drives your emotions,
your emotions drive your soul.
When the time comes near, when the days draw near,
life calms down and lets you breathe your last few breaths.
No regrets should be with you at that point
Waiting for you is the hardest test that God has put upon me
If my love is so, we will be together one day
and then no one will be able to break us apart....ever
These times without you near me will be hard,
but I'll pray to God each and everyday to make things right
what once went wrong -

Because you have my soul...