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chat: fufu-chan congratulatios on adk I love your voice and your enthusiasm on BL. But how do you cope with depression after watching these sad stories such as banana fish and twittering birds never fly also known as (聽不清楚). Those story plots are so good but also so sad.

fu-chan: Part of the fun of them is the depression for me. I think it's nice to feel bad sometimes. The best thing is when it comes to fiction at least you don't have to worry about feeling bad. You don't have to worry about liking the bad guy. You don't have to worry about the fact that “oh god it’s so sad like the poor person may never heal and this may never fix itself.” Like that kind of thing. When it’s in fiction you can enjoy those sad stories and not have to worry about them being real and instead just be like oh that was a beautiful story even if it ends tragically. You cry, you carry that weight, and you move on. It’s part of life and it kind of makes you better as a person in my opinion. It’s definitely one of the things when something sad happens like sometimes you don’t realize how much you actually need to have a cry and need to feel something until you like force yourself to watch something sad, cry your tears out and then realize that it’s very cathartic because you haven’t been thinking your own feelings for a while and it’s like “oh yeah no I’m crying for Ash and Agee. “ It’s not my own shitty situation. It kind of helps you deal with things and it helps you address things in your own life that you don’t necessarily address but you realize oh this does links to me. This is a good way to grow to see that I should be changing things a little bit.