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1018深月隨筆(附中譯)

Like a balloon let go by children,
I floated, with no destination.
彷彿孩子鬆開手的氣球,
我漂浮著,漫無目的。

Unwanted and lost,
Losing grip, let the wind decide where I go,
Inside me, aloofness and emptiness filling the hole;
The hole that had once contained someone’s dreams and soul.
Couldn’t reach the sky or ground, just staying low
In darkness I floated, like a ghost
不被需要,迷失在岔路中,
失去一切掌控,就讓冷風決定我的去處。
在體內,空乏的疏離感填滿了那缺口,
那曾經承載著某人的理想與靈魂的、巨大的缺口。
既飛不上天,亦無法著陸,低迷地,在黑暗中,
我漂浮著,如受困於人間的鬼魂。

Wandering, I saw new cities, met new people;
Yet still I had nowhere to go.
So here I stayed, in Toronto.
浪跡天涯,我遇見新的城市、新的人,
可世上仍不存在我所歸屬之處。
於是我停下腳步,就在多倫多。

All of a sudden, blinding light stung my eyes
A girl broke and entered, nasty and wild.
Like a raging inferno, she burned bright,
Torched my dark little chamber, warmth and light.
毫無預警地,刺目的光芒灼傷我的雙目,
那是一個女孩強行闖入。
如地獄之火,她狂放而耀眼,
我囚禁自己的牢房被烈火吞噬,溫暖而明亮。

Regaining a purpose in my life,
She is the one, shining bright.
Together we rebuilt Eden of our own,
Where I can see the sunshine, see the sky.
Back to ground, still and straight I stand, hold on tight.
重獲新生,不再漫無目的,
盡情閃耀,她就是我的生活意義。
在我們攜手打造的伊甸園,
我終於重見天日,
找回了重心,我站穩腳步,挺直腰桿。

Multifaceted love,
Like fire, like ground, two polar souls making a life.
愛存在著無數樣態,
如野火、如大地,兩個靈魂重新活下去。