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"I'm Afraid" - (Dawn's Song Of Fears)

I'm afraid of heights, afraid of tryin'
我怕高，也怕嘗試
And I'm afraid I might have been
A little stupid to write this song
我怕我可能有點北七寫了這首歌
I'm afraid that during high winds
The stop sign will uproot and decapitate me
我怕在強風中停止標誌會連根拔起並把我的頭砍下
Or that I might thrive under Scientology
或者我在山達基教下成長茁壯

I'm afraid that after I die
Someone will have sex with my dead body
我怕在我死後有人屍姦我
And be like, "Not worth it"
姦完還說「不值得」
I'm afraid I could raise a son
Who'd get radicalized on Reddit
我怕我辛苦養育的兒子變成 Reddit 酸民 (*原文是激進份子)
Or that he'll Back to the Future and I'll think he's hot
或者他"回到未來"而我覺得他很辣

I'm afraid that I'll accidentally
Text a pic of my vagina to my dad
我怕我不小心手滑把私密照傳給我爸
And I'm afraid that on Ancestry.com
I might find out I have a bunch of half siblings
我也害怕在血統.com上面發現一堆兄弟姊妹
And they'll want to be in my life
而且他們會想要進入我的生活中

I'm afraid that if I got an awful disease
我怕如果我罹患可怕的疾病
I wouldn't be brave
I'd just be a bitch and be mean
我勇敢不起來，反而變成機掰人
Or if I needed emergency heart surgery
或者如果我需要緊急心臟手術
The doctor would go, "Hello nipple hair"
醫生會對著我的乳頭毛打招呼

Sometimes I'm afraid to hold a new baby
有時候我害怕抱著新生兒
What if I lose control of my arms for a second?
如果我突然無法控制手臂該怎麼辦？
And throw it at the ceiling fan or something like that
把寶寶扔到吊扇或類似的東西上
Can't I trust my arms?
還能相信我的手臂嗎？

And I'm afraid, that under every bus stop is a sinkhole of rats
而且我很怕，每個候車亭下都是可怕老鼠巢穴
And I'm afraid, they lie about expiration dates and my hummus is fungus
而且我很怕，我的豆泥發霉因為保存期限造假
And afraid that the second I leave town, I'll get a UTI
我怕離城時卻泌尿道感染
Why can't they just sell those pills over the counter?
為什麼這些不能是非處方藥可以隨意買到？
I don't need a doctor
I know exactly what it is
我不需要醫生，我很清楚那是什麼

Oh, back to my kid
I have more stuff about him
喔，回到我家小孩，關於他我還有很多想講
I only breastfed for four months
我只有母乳餵養過4個月
Is he gonna be a bond trader?
他會成為一名債券交易員嗎？
And I'm afraid that if I'm lucky enough to be 80
我怕如果我有幸活到80歲
I'll be one of those ladies
會成為那種老太太
Who's entire scalp is visible
When the sun shines through her salmon colored hair
當陽光穿過她鮭魚橙色的頭髮，整個頭皮清晰可見
And I'm afraid that someone will find out
That I memorized all the words to Macklemore's "Thrift Shop"
我怕有人發現我把麥可莫的"Thrift Shop"記得滾瓜爛熟
Or that I bought seven seasons of The Mentalist
或者我買了全七季的《超感警探》

And of course, I'm afraid
當然我也很怕
That somewhere, deep inside of me
在我深處
Is a lost tampon
有個遺失棉條

Where did you go?
你去哪了？
Where did you go?
你在何處？
I am afraid
我好怕