1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 | [Verse 1] I feel so hollow in the void of space 我在宇宙的空洞裡感到空虛 No warmth in faces, no familiar place 臉龐沒有溫度,身邊沒有熟悉的地方 My head’s a desert where the wind won’t blow 我的腦海像沙漠,風也不願吹過 My heart keeps quiet where it used to glow 我的心沉默無聲,曾經閃耀的地方早已熄滅 ⸻ [Verse 2] I thought I’d be fine, just me and my bed 我以為只要有床,我自己也能過得好 But then came the fever, and thoughts in my head 結果發燒來了,腦袋也亂成一團 No one really knows how sick I’ve been 沒人知道我病得有多深 Not just the lungs, it’s under my skin 不只是肺,是整個人都出了問題 ⸻ Is it love or is it just fatigue? 這是愛,還是只是疲憊? Symptoms hit like déjà vu on repeat 症狀一遍又一遍,就像惡性循環的既視感 Tried to hold on, tried not to choke 我試著撐住、不要窒息 But everything I touch just turns to smoke 但我碰的每樣東西都變成煙散掉 ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] There’s a door inside I won’t unlock 我內心有一扇門,我不敢打開 Afraid of the wave, afraid of the shock 怕情緒襲來,怕會撐不住那股衝擊 You cried but I froze in place 你哭了,我卻僵在原地動不了 Like I caught the wrong kind of interface 就像我接錯了一條情感的線 ⸻ [Chorus] Now I’ve lost my sense of taste again 我又失去了味覺 But it’s not just food, it’s everything 但不只是食物,整個世界都沒味道 Spicy still burns, but joy’s offline 辣還是辣,但快樂早就斷線 A glitch in me since Covid-19 從Covid-19以來,我好像就壞掉了 ⸻ I run on caffeine and false delight 靠咖啡因和假裝開心在過日子 Pretend I’m fine, just outta spite 假裝我很好,只是不想被看穿 If numb is peace, then peace is war 如果麻木是平靜,那這平靜也太像戰爭 Happy birthday to my Covid-64 祝我生日快樂,來自這場叫Covid-64的病 ⸻ [Verse 3] All I want is someone to stay 我只想有人留下來 Not a doctor, just don’t walk away 不是醫生,只是別離開我就好 Tell me I’m not a burden to bear 告訴我,我不是誰的負擔 That even now, you’d still be there 就算現在這樣,你還是願意陪我 ⸻ [Chorus](重複) Now I’ve lost my sense of taste again 我又失去了味覺 ⋯⋯(略去與前段相同歌詞) ⸻ [Bridge 1] I guess I’m the long-haul kind 我大概是那種會拖很久的病人 Can’t shake the weight you left behind 甩不掉你留下來的重量 Not contagious, but still unwell 沒有傳染性了,但還是病著 Living proof you can’t always tell 我就是證明:看起來正常,不代表真的沒事 ⸻ [Outro + Verse 4] Maybe I’m fine 也許我真的沒事 Maybe I’m just viral in my mind 也許我只是腦袋裡得了一場病毒 She’s here beside me but we speak in haze 她在我身邊,但我們之間滿是迷霧 Her words are mirrors bending every phrase 她的話像鏡子,怎麼聽都扭曲變形 Each shouting match is carving deep unrest 每一次爭吵都在我心裡刻下一道傷 I lie in silence sinking in my chest 我沉默地躺著,整個人陷進胸口深處 ⸻ [Chorus] Oh the emptiness wraps me tight 空虛把我緊緊包住 A shadow in the pale moonlight 像淡月光下的一道影子 No spark, no fire, just smoke inside 沒有火花、沒有熱情,只有心中的煙 I wait for my heart to say it’s alright 我等著我的心對我說:「沒事了」 ⸻ [Bridge 2] I stare at the ceiling trying to breathe 我望著天花板努力呼吸 The air tastes heavy like it’s laced with grief 空氣像摻了悲傷一樣沈重 No sense of ending, no beginning near 看不到盡頭,也找不到開始 Just a tired echo that I cannot hear 只有聽不清的疲憊回音 ⸻ [Verse 5] The clock keeps turning but feels the same 時鐘一直走,卻像卡在原地 The world keeps spinning with no one to blame 世界繼續轉著,卻無處可怪 My numbness wrestles thoughts that make no sound 我的麻木與無聲的思緒纏鬥不休 A battle fought but ain’t no victory found 這場戰爭沒有勝利,也沒有終點 ⸻ [Final Chorus] Oh the emptiness wraps me tight 空虛把我緊緊包住 ⋯⋯(略去與前段相同歌詞) |
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