Plurk paste

You can always deceive your feeling for a while, but it will feel the same eventually. And you can say its because sometimes it shines and sometimes it rains. But if you say it doesn't have to be, I would say you don't understand at all. Maybe the feeling can not be understood after all. Just like I can never explain it to you or to anyone. I think its just myself. I am all the trouble and all the answer. I have been so deeply involved. And yet, there is no solution still.